what ? haha

Sedih giler tu……pastikan tisu berada di sisi anda…
Tersebut al-kisah 2 insan bercinta… yg laki tu nama Razak,
yg pompuan tu nama Fatimah. Razak ni panggil fatimah ni
sebagai ‘imah’ je (nak kasi nampak manje le tuh). imah
ni lak panggil razak ni ‘abang’ je cos diorang ni dah
close, lagi pun razak ni lagi tua drpd imah 4 tahun.
Entah macam mana, diorang ni kena berpisah dlm jangka
masa 3 tahun. Razak tu kena gi UK . lama gak tuh…
Imah ni kesepian le kat Singapura.
Since dah pisah lama gak.. then imah boring dok umah sorang
…Ada lak mamat yg bernama kamarul dtg jumpa imah. mula2
imah dgn kamarul ni kawan je, kamarul ajak gi shopping, gi
makan satay, gi bowling. Entah macam mana, hati imah
ni dah terpaut lak kat kamarul nih… maka hilang la bayang2
razak drpd hati imah..
Setelah genap 3 tahun.. razak pun pulang ke singapura. Beria2 le
mamat nih nak jumpa imah. belum sempat nak call imah, razak
ternampak imah dgn kamarul tengah date kat tengah2 town.
maka berderai le jiwa raga razak.. sedih je mamat tuh…
tak lalu makan. at the same time.. imah dok jalan2…
sembang le dgn kawan2 dia.. ntah camna dia dpt tahu kamarul
tu laki org. imah pun peras..cuba nak kembali kepada razak.
Masa tu dia lom tau lagi razak ni dah balik singapura.
Razak pun memberanikan diri dia… jumpa imah. dia gi le rumah
imah. muka razak masam je.. imah tanya le apasal masam.
razak cakap..”susah lah.. aku dah tau apa yang ko buat
masa sepeninggalanku” imah terperanjat… “err bila masa
lak nih.. aku setia apa…” kata imah razak berkata…
tersedu2.. ” Aku sudah tau perhubunganmu dgn dgn kamarul
…” imah terdiam… “tamat lah hubungan kita disini sahaja
…” tambah razak. Razak amik gitar kapuk yg dibeli drpd UK
tu……seraya berkata ” dengarlah lagu ini…, khas untuk mu…”
razak start nyanyi sambil menatap wajah sedih imah yg sedang
menangis…
I can tell by your eyes
That you’ve probably been crying forever
And the stars in the sky
Don’t mean nothing to you
They’re a mirror
I don’t wanna talk about it
How you broke my heart
If I stay here just a little bit longer
If I stay here won’t you listen
To my heart, ohhh, my heart
imah terdiam… masih menangis….razak sambung…
If I stand all alone
Will the shadows hide the colours of my heart
Blue for the fears
Black for the night’s fears
The stars in the sky
Don’t mean nothing to you
> They’re a mirror
I don’t wanna talk about it
How you broke my heart
If I stay here just a little bit longer
If I stay here won’t you listen
To my heart, ohhh, my heart
“suara razak terus mendayu2….
“My heart, oh my heart, this old heart………”
“I don’t wanna to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
But if I stay here just a little bit longer,
if I stay here, won’t you listen
to my heart, oh, my heart? My heart, oh, my heart!”
razak ulangi phrase yg sama…….imah terdiam…walaupun
air mata masih mengalir…
My heart, oh my heart, this old heart………”
“I don’t wanna to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
But if I stay here just a little bit longer,
if I stay here, won’t you listen to my heart, oh, my heart?
My heart, oh, my heart!”
setelah tamat lagu yang dinyanyikan oleh razak untuk imah itu…
tiba2 mulut imah berkata … ” abang, imah nak beritahu
abang sesuatu” “katakan lah duhai imah” jawap razak dengan
suara perlahan… ” err…… err…” kata imah dlm keadaan
bersalah…”katakan lah .. katakan lah imah.. abang sanggup
terima…” tambah razak…perlahan2.. imah berkata
“abang…”
“sebenarnya… imah tak paham bahasa Inggeris…”
:ngakak :ngakak

a public service announcement

(WARNING- I'M CLIMBING UP ON MY SOAPBOX)

The teacher in me feels compelled to bring this to your attention. After reading these often mixed up words in our YMCA book last week, I would like to offer a little lesson in grammar.

Suppose VS. Supposed-

Example 1: I suppose that it's time to clean the basement, as it hasn't been cleaned in about a month.

Example 2: I was supposed to get milk on the way home, but I forgot.

See the difference?

EXAMPLE OF MISUSE: I was suppose to be there at 8, but I was late. ARRRRGGGHHH!!!! It should say "supposed to be there..."

Use VS. Used-

Example 1: I need to use the phone.

Example 2: If you take a minute to get used to the water, it won't feel so cold.

Now, I know that when you read these out loud, they both sound the same. But, trust me, they are grammatically correct.

EXAMPLE OF MISUSE: Emerson needs a few days to get use to a new routine. ARRRRRGGGGHHH AGAIN!! It should say "to get used to a new routine."

Ok, people...get out there and teach someone!

(CLIMBING DOWN OFF SAID SOAPBOX NOW)

Something Different

After writing here for 3 1/2 years I think it's time for me to move on from this blog. Over the course of the past few years I've needed to use the blog mostly as a way to get some negativity out of me. I feel like my life is heading in a different direction now and that this blog no longer serves much of a purpose for me. I'm finding other outlets and other ways of communicating with the world and so this blog seems to fairly unnecessary at this point. It's been quite the ride though. And I appreciate all the people who I've communicated with over the years through this blog. It's just time for something different now.

“Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.”

-indah fitriany

I'm not all that interested in making any resolutions for the coming year. It seems to me that I'm the same person I was yesterday and that if I'm going to make a decision to do something, the change in date isn't much of a true motivator. I enjoy the idea that a new year brings new beginnings but the timing of the new year feels forced to me. I really start to feel deeply about the idea of new beginnings in the Spring during a time that feels like new life if jumping up all around me. The snow melts, the grass turns green, and the leaves return to the trees. That's when I feel the most motivated about anything in life.

If I were to make any sort of resolutions for the new year though, I would resolve to go with the flow and to trust my own intuition. 2010 showed me that life rarely ever goes according to some plan you make for it so don't bother wasting precious time planning everything. Last year also taught me that if I listen to myself and trust my instincts things work out better than if I try to use other's ideas as logic to tell myself why I'm wrong.

I wish everyone a healthy and happy 2011!