Strange Feelings for a Stranger

Dear Andrea, Thank you for the beautiful homepage. After reading some of the stories - I thought I would share my story with you. I think - no I know that on the net - I have found some very good friends and also (well we will see soon) my love. I live in Denmark and chat on Yahoo. My English is not perfect but I still prefer to write in English when I chat. I am 44 years old and have always been a girl with both feet on the ground. If anyone have told me just half year ago that you could have feelings for a person you only talk with on the internet I would have laughed and think he/she was crazy. Now I know better. In October of 1999 I met a man from Holland on the net. In the beginning we didn't talk very much but after about 1 month it became more and more. We talked every day and after a while we found out that we also wanted to hear each others voices. It seems it was not enough for us anymore "just to chat". I still remember the first time when I called him - a lot of butterflies in my stomach - and then he answered the phone. I loved his voice. Now we nearly did not chat any more - but talk in the phone every day and sending small sweet sms-messages on the phone. Soon, on February 25th he will come to Denmark to visit me. Of course I am nervous - I know with my mind that things can be different when you meet in real - but I also know that I feel a deep love for him. We have talked a lot about what would happen when we see each other - how to act. It's a funny and strange situation to feel that you know another person so well but you have never seen each other. But we have also made a deal - that no matter what happens we will enjoy the weekend and have fun together. Another problem ise that you don't talk about this kind of love. It's difficult for other people to understand that you can met this way and that this kind of feeling can happen. So please cross your fingers for me and him. Susanne